Delaying...

I sit here and study for finals not sure if the information is really sticking in my head. Is this a normal sensation or should I be taking some herbal remedies for memory. Of course, I compare myself to a 21 year old like the rest of the class, which doesn’t help. When do you draw the limits to where you can go. Do I keep trying to reach for that goal that comes into sight, then slowly dips away out of view for extended periods of time. It seems like it will never end. Sometimes days are just too tough and too stressful that I just want to give up on my dreams. Some days I want to give it more than my all and try to make up for the days that didn’t go as planned. Sometimes I just need a break.